The Hanged Man


10.12.2017 VII.

Funny, how “The Hanged Man”, 12th of the Major Arcana, just decided to pop in my head today. The occurrences of its presence throughout my day are now very obvious, once I sat and meditated on why this thought popped in my mind.

Major changes are occurring and I AM excited and looking forward to what is to come.

The Hanged Man deals with GROWTH. Meditate on this archetype to help break old habits, patterns and behavior that hinders growth. VII (12) has to do with careful planning, orderly growth and spiritual development.

The planet in accordance with “The Hanged Man” is Neptune.

Neptune deals with self-sacrifice and idealism.

As some already have learned, building a brand is so much work, work I enjoy, nonetheless it’s work because it’s not just a hobby. I AM passionate about how I am building MY TABLE.




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What has the darkness taught you?

  • to embrace myself
  • to love without pretense
  • to give without expectation
  • to let go of the familiar
  • to trust self
  • to live with purpose, yet unrefined

Them Changes

There was once a time I was afraid to sleep in the dark. As a child, my imagination ran rampant, without the stimulants. Remember? When imagination was valued, when originality was…original.

The darkness is where we, as individuals can be reborn over and over again, as much as we allow ourselves to.

A time of darkness is here…silently waiting…listening…feeling the fear and ignorance that has been bestowed upon us all.

A time of awakening and rebirth is nigh.



The Mental Wellness


esoteric : adj.  understood by or meant for only the select few who have special knowledge or interest.

Ever feel as if this world is yours, to protect? It’s a heavy burden, feeling the pains of the earth ever so deeply, yet at the same time, discovering all of its natural wonders that give you a feeling of faith that everything is as it’s supposed to be. These experiences I’ve lived through since a child. Still, as an adult, I feel so deeply, only able to maneuver with it better.

wellness : n. the quality or state of being healthy in body and mind, especially as the result of deliberate effort.

Everything begins with the mind. Living with depression and having been diagnosed as schizoeffective, I’ve found these practices to be helpful, while refusing medication. Maybe this is regurgitated information for most, but should be utilized. Practice active mindfulness, daily. Any negative thoughts, actively counteract with something positive. Speak positively until that negative thought is banished. Be grateful for what is at this present moment and all that is desired will find its way. Now, practice with food. “You are what you eat.”, is true. Balance is what counts here. Raw fruits and vegetables, grains and legumes are great for nourishment. Participate in physical and breathing exercises daily. Also, read daily, keep the mind active and learning.

mental : adj. of or relating to the mind: 

mental powers; mental suffering.
Along with the practices used above, sativa strains of marijuana and cbd capsules have also helped with daily living. The mind calms and declutters. Focus is attained effortlessly. If eating is/has been an issue, marijuana is the problem solver, speak with an expert and learn which strains would be best for you and your lifestyle.
Lastly, pay attention to those around you. Pay attention to your energy, who amplifies it and who drains it. Make a conscious decision to stay away from those who drain your energy, no matter whom. This life on earth is yours, LIVE. If getting away from someone who may be a threat to your well-being, know that there is help out there. If you feel as if you can trust no one, TRUST YOURSELF. The answers will always be found within, just LISTEN.
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